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An Atheist Deconversion: G. Jordan

http://home.attbi.com/~brianholtz/Thoughts/Philosophy/Metaphysics/Theology/JordanDeconversion.html

 

Brian Holtz     Jan. 2003

My comments are in bold italics.

“G.Z. Jordan's story of conversion from atheism to Christianity makes him a possible member of a rare species: an atheist having long-term experience with both side's arguments who later converted to Christianity purely because of comparing those arguments. He writes (initially, in the third person):

“But in his description of his conversion, Jordan concentrates less on the competing arguments and more on the behavior of Christians and atheists. By examining his story, one can conclude that his exposure to atheist polemics may not have been very deep, and his subsequent conversion to Christianity is tainted by at least six of the twelve potential confounding factors I describe in my survey.

My, this is going to be fun.

 

Jordan seems to take bad Christians as evidence against the truth of Christianity:

Jordan seems to take bad atheists as evidence against the truth of atheism:

Jordan seems to take nice Christians as evidence for the truth of Christianity:

Steve Locks (http://www.theism.net/authors/zjordan/debates_files/1_contact.htm) deduced in his de-conversion story that Christianity could not be real considering the bad fruit it produced. It works for atheists but not for Christians? Nonetheless, Christian or atheistic fruit is irrelevant to whether Christ resurrected.

 

Jordan confesses a history of personal problems:

Wrong—Jordan shared a particular personal problem many years behind him. Personal problems afflict persons of either theistic persuasion. It is not indicative of veracity of either persuasion. Frankly, I am a member of a rare breed, indeed, considering I conquered an illness that most do not conquer. That is actually character strength, not character weakness. Sadly for all those persons who are not Brian Holtz, his model childhood, teens and adulthood escaped them. Oh, if only a God could exist powerful enough to make all of Brian’s underlings so marvelous as Brian.

 

Jordan claims to have been a well-learned atheist:

Oh? Where did I claim that? What exactly is a “well-learned,” or poorly learned, atheist? Generally, when an atheist claims I was poorly learned, it is because my freethinking atheism led me to believe in Christ’s resurrection; therefore, I must have been poorly learned in atheism. Prior to my conversion my fellow atheists considered me well learned. Go figure.

 

“There is no book that a true freethinker would avoid reading so resolutely as to ban it from his home. Jordan later admits (below) that while "learning so much" he managed to never look up for himself the Bible quotes cited by the atheists he read.

And your point behind that is…? Does that mean Christ did not resurrect?

 

Jordan seems to think that the current state of morality in America has some bearing on the truth of the gospels' claims about events in first-century Palestine:

Bingo! Indeed, I do.

 

“The unfairness of Jordan's blaming Jesus simply is not evidence that Jesus was divine.

Correct, now about that resurrection thingy…

 

“If dying for a belief can show the belief is true, then the kamikazes of Japan showed that Emperor Hirohito was divine. Note that Peter and James are the only alleged resurrection witnesses who the New Testament names (John 21:18,19, Acts 12:2) as martyrs, but there is no evidence that recanting their alleged belief in physical resurrection could have saved them. All other Christian martyrs died, like the kamikazes, for what they were told and not for what they witnessed.

 

Jordan uncritically assumes that there really were 500 people who really did have visual experiences of a physically resurrected Jesus. Skeptics can easily explain the 500 claim without reference to mass "hallucinations":
http://www.users.globalnet.co.uk/~slocks/asym/jreply3/emails1.html
http://www.infidels.org/library/modern/richard_carrier/resurrection/3c.html

 

“They [disciples] were precisely both. "Fanaticism" doesn't require "youth indoctrination", and "cultism" doesn't require prophecy. Nevertheless, early Christians were definitely "convinced of a future happening"; the details of that happening merely became more vague as it became clear that Jesus' "this-generation" Olivet prophecy had not come true.

 

“Most of his [Jesus] followers probably had no knowledge of how the his body had been made absent by purely human means.

 

“No non-trivial prophecy in the Bible has both a) been documented as having been made before the predicted event and b) had its fulfillment documented independently of the Bible itself.

These points were addressed in my debate (http://www.theism.net/authors/zjordan/debates_files/04jordan.htm) with Temy Beal.

 

Jordan doesn't specify whether this "advice" was from Jordan or from an actual "psychiatric professional", and instead leaves a(n intentionally hurtful?) implication of mental illness.

Yes, Jordan specified “professional psychiatric advice.” What part of that is unclear?

 

“One wonders how a "psychiatric professional" might interpret the above self-report, or how Jordan's now-ex-Christian ex-wife might re-interpret the shared experience described above.

My, how ad hominem hominem of you.

 

“Here are about a hundred citations of biblical passages that Jordan might want to look up: http://humanknowledge.net/Thoughts.html#ArgumentsAgainstChristianity

 

“Thus Jordan was evidently not the sort of well-versed skeptic whose later deconversion would be of interest to my census of experienced atheists who later convert.

 

“Typical Christian apologetic conspiracy-think: if seemingly rational people disagree with me, it's because they "lie" and secretly have the same sort of religious faith that I have. Faith must indeed be an embarrassing epistemological crime if its only defense is that everyone is guilty of it.

“This sums it up perfectly: Jordan's conversion to Christianity seems not to have been based very much on a rational evaluation of the historical and scientific evidence.

Apparently, Holtz missed a few of my pages. The rationale behind my conversion is as my opening page presents:

My Position

Nearly all New Testament scholars, regardless of their theological leanings, agree:

a. Jesus Christ existed.

b. He faced crucifixion.

c. By Godly hook, earthly crook, or whatever, there is no body.

d. Jesus' followers saw SOMETHING they believed to be a risen Jesus.

A missing body and convinced followers do not a resurrection make. Therefore, I ask the skeptic to outline the rest of the story. Joint hallucinations: Where is the psychological evidence? Persecution of persons who knew they had asserted lies. Where is the psychological evidence? Legends formed in decades, not centuries: What of historians’ criteria regarding legends?

Theistic, non-theistic, and anti-theistic scholars agree on the above points. Who amongst us possesses greatest insight?

About Scholarship

I have presented "New Testament scholars." Scholars are individuals whose works are read, used, and learned from by academia, not pop readership. Also, they are fully studied in the archaeology, languages, anthropology, and history pertaining to New Testament times. By these criteria, Dan Barker, Pat Robertson, Josh McDowell, and Madalyn O’Hair are not New Testament scholars, unlike William Lane Craig (Christian) and Gerd Lüdemann (non-Christian), with whom colleagues of various theistic persuasions agree regarding the above four points. Anyone arrogant enough to claim superior knowledge to the scholars hails from an interesting breed indeed.

Rules of Engagement

Non-Christians are welcome to challenge my position and be included in the debates section. The rules of engagement follow:

1. Stick with the Resurrection. It is pivotal.

2. Read the current debates in their entirety to avoid repeating issues already debated.

3. Do not criticize my referenced material you have not read in its entirety.

4. Avoid ad hominem (personal) and red herring (diversionary) tactics.

5. Do not apply a double standard. Apply the same rules of measure to both positions.

6. Only one debate will be undergone at a time.

Holtz is welcome to debate if he follows the rules. He will have to stop the character attacks, read the previous debates, etc. or take a hike.

 


---------- Original Message ----------------------------------
From: "Brian Holtz" brian@holtz.org
Date: Mon, 13 Jan 2003 20:50:41 -0800

” . .truth of Christianity vs. atheism depends only on the strength of their best arguments. Investigating conversion stories might help uncover better arguments than one has seen (or appreciated) before, but it of course cannot settle the question of which side's best arguments are right.

”If "learn[ing] so much" after joining American Atheists did not leave you a ‘well-learned atheist’, then feel free to tell me how well- or poorly- learned an atheist you were.  By calling you ‘well-learned’ I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt.  If you did not know very much about atheism before converting to Christianity, then your conversion story is not the sort of example I'm trying to analyze.

”Can you give more details on how much you knew about atheism, Christianity, and philosophy? Do you have any examples from when you were an atheist of writings by you on atheism?

”Obviously, that your learning as an atheist seemed not to include first-hand familiarity with the text of the Bible.
 
”. . .   it means that you may not be a good example of "an atheist having long-term experience with both side's arguments who later converted to Christianity purely because of comparing those arguments." (This is what I meant about not reading what you quoted at the top.)
For the sake of argument let us consider I was an extremely poorly learned atheist with an I.Q. of about 70. After converting, my ignorance quantum leaped and my I.Q dropped to 20. Now, about that resurrection thingy. . .


”A facile charge of "ad hominem" can be lobbed at any study of the potential non-rational factors confounding a conversion. Your self-report is well within bounds for evaluating such factors, and your ex-wife's perspective would obviously be very helpful in understanding your conversion. I'm sorry if these questions about your witness make you uncomfortable.
You, Sir, do not have the power to make me uncomfortable; do not flatter yourself. My ex-wife’s illness is her story. In the course of our marriage, two psychologists and one psychiatrist found me quite mentally healthy. Her illness is a matter of public record in the local courthouse.


”I indeed have not read your entire site. I've read your "opening page", your conversion story, much of your debate with Locks, and (now) some of your debate with Beal.

”Your opening page describes this as your "position", and does not say it is the "rationale behind your conversion". One's current "position" may be quite unrelated to the processes involved in one's conversion. Your page's discussion of your being "saved" and your "acceptance" of Jesus is several paragraphs removed from this presentation of your "position", and surrounds a link to your "personal testimony".  Your conversion story in fact reiterates your "position" as #8 of the 10 things you "determined" during your conversion, and I quoted the heart of that determination in my analysis.

”For the record, would you mind answering for each of my potential confounding factors which you would agree is in your conversion story prima facie discernible (but presumably not confounding)?

”My stated and narrow purpose here is "to investigate whether atheists having long-term experience with both sides' arguments ever later convert to Christianity purely because of comparing those arguments." This necessarily involves discussion of your personal experience, and if you don't wish to discuss that, then our interaction will presumably be short-lived.
 
”I'm trying to resist debating you, because I want to focus my critiques against the best Christian arguments extant, and as good as you may think yours are, they aren't the best. :-)  I agree with your Rules 1 and 5, but (as demonstrated above) your ability to apply Rules 2 and 3 is questionable. And of course, you might consider my stated purpose to be a violation of Rule 4.
Indeed, it is clear that you avoid debating the issue of Christ’s resurrection. Quit beating around the bush and dancing in circles. All of your concerns can be met by your simply debating the points of Christ’s resurrection. Any other mail will be deleted. If you debate and follow MY rules not yours, you will be added to the debates section. My rules are fair, healthy, and maintain focus.


From: " G. Zeineldé Jordan, Se."

14 January 2003

 

To: "Brian Holtz"  brian@holtz.org
CC: "A.S.A. Jones"  asaj@ex-atheist.com
    "Steve Locks"  slocks@globalnet.co.uk
Subject: RE: atheist deconversion

 

Brian,

I remind you:

"Holtz is welcome to debate if he follows the rules. He will have to stop the character attacks, read the previous debates, etc. or take a hike."

Now, refute the points of my position or stop interrupting my reading time.

Good day,

"
Jordan"
===============================
G. Zeineldé Jordan, Se.
http://www.theism.net/authors/zjordan

 

From: " G. Zeineldé Jordan, Se."

Date: Tue, 14 Jan 2003 19:54:09 -0500
 
To: "Steve Locks"  slocks@globalnet.co.uk
Subject: Re:

 

Hi Steve,

As far as, "Just one comment - I am surprised that you are still claiming scholarly consensus and particularly that Lüdemann agrees with your "4 points." Given that I have already quoted him as disagreeing about an empty tomb at http://www.users.globalnet.co.uk/~slocks/asym/jreply2.html#maet why do you think he agrees with you?"

He agrees that there is no available body. That's the item I hold at issue.

From: "Brian Holtz" brian@holtz.org


Subject: RE: atheist deconversion
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 2003 07:57:03 –0800

 

Now, refute the points of my position or stop interrupting my reading time.

Since (as I demonstrated re: 500, martyrs, kamikazes) you seem unable to discern whether the points of a position have even been addressed (let alone refuted), I'm not inclined to try to meet whatever idiosyncratic criteria you might have for considering something a refutation. At any rate, in addition to the rebuttal -- unanswered anywhere in your oeuvre -- I already offered regarding the 500, martyrs, and kamikazes, I note that your "position" on the resurrection is among the Christian claims answered in my book at
http://humanknowledge.net/Thoughts.html#ArgumentsAgainstChristianity.

> I remind you:
>
> "Holtz is welcome to debate if he follows the rules. He will have to stop the character attacks, read the previous debates, etc. or take a hike."

And I remind you:
1) analyzing your conversion does not constitute a "character attack"; and
2) your material will have to be somewhat more impressive before it merits a specific rebuttal from me. (For example, your site's essay on the stolen body never even considers the obvious possibility that most disciples did not know it was stolen.)

I will, however, be interested to see whether you have the intellectual courage (i.e. character) to post the full contents of our exchange on your site.

No, you post the full text at Your site, ideally at the link I provided above to your initial G. Jordan post.

 

Also, I have changed my mind. Let us have a debate. You have been added at http://www.theism.net/authors/zjordan/debates_files/debates.htm

 

From here on we shall work from the debate pages.

 

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